my new york baby doll made the cover of out magazine... aww... i'm so proud...
MONDAY | 06.14.04 | 2:33pm | some recent work... two sites i have recently completed: kj denhert - urban folk and jazz artist
SATURDAY | 06.12.04 | 1:58am | levi in the back yard at night...
TUESDAY | 06.08.04 | 2:23am | i do miss you... today sucked... i mean, it really sucked... first off, i received an email from a friend in new york this morning letting me know that his ex-boyfriend had died last tuesday of a heart attack and that he just got back into new york from the funeral... it was shocking and i felt really really bad for him... he also dropped in a note asking if i had heard that someone else, someone i didn't know well enough but truly did care for, had died back in april... i hadn't heard!!! my heart broke and i cried for hours... after the mourning began to subside a bit i began getting really upset... why had it taken over six weeks for this news to get to me??? i understand that the life of a new yorker is crazy... i understand that something like this catches you completely off-guard and that it is nearly impossible to be able to think of everyone in the world that should be notified of something like this... i also understand that i left new york over seven months ago... but i guess my big concern is this: has everyone forgotten about me??? are any of the people that touched my life there going to think of me often or ever wonder how i am??? does leaving new york mean that you also have to give up the relationships that you formed there??? the only thing i fear more than drowning is the fear of being forgotten... it all makes me very very sad...
TUESDAY | 06.15.04 | 1:42am | cover boy...
